All About Doctor Who

{includes discussions about verbal abuse, the Matt Smith era, and thoughts on Season 8.}

Doctor WhoI haven’t talked about Doctor Who on my blog in quite awhile, and with Season 8 finally here, I think I need to get around to discussing it again. The reason I haven’t talked about it in awhile is because I didn’t enjoy Seasons 5 through 7 and that saddened me. I love Seasons 1-4 very much, and wanted to keep liking Doctor Who. As it turned out, my opinions on the Matt Smith era of Doctor Who is a very unpopular one–everyone seems to love 5-7 a lot.

It’s uncomfortable when my opinions form on the unpopular side; it makes it harder to be true to myself. I’ve struggled merely writing this post for about two months because of fear of hitting the publish button.  However, I’m going to stop feeling uncomfortable for being different and share my thoughts just as I need to. I’m not going to sugarcoat anything as there is one serious issue in particular that needs to be addressed and I hope everyone reads at least that part of this post.

tumblr_mi8217YrC51r5pjkqo3_500Before I begin, I want to address everyone who’s thinking I carried prejudices into these seasons because I didn’t want to like anything after David Tennat’s leave. This is not true. Although I was hesitant, I gave them an honest try and left it up the writers and actors to win me over to their side. That’s their job, after all. It simply didn’t happen that way.

I hated almost everything about Seasons 5-7 of Doctor Who. A lot of that stems from the fact that I couldn’t stand most of the characters that populated the show.

Matt Smith’s version of the Doctor was awful and almost ruined the character for me. Eleven’s silliness and rudeness was very distasteful; I could neither take him seriously and I couldn’t respect him. He wasn’t whimsical or lighthearted; he became a blundering, smart alec-y, catch phrase-spouting fool. The gravity of the character was gone and the attempts for gravity in the last season was a hit and miss. On top of that, we as the audience were told “The Doctor lies” which waters down the moral compass that is The Doctor. The Doctor was someone I could trust before Eleven. But suddenly, I’m supposed to believe he’s a liar? Why?!? Just so the writers can change some time traveling rules? Overall, Seasons 5-7 were incredibly hard to watch because of the main character’s drastic and distasteful personality change. I never warmed to Eleven and am very glad Peter Capaldi has taken over at last.

dr-who-s6-01I disliked River Song a lot. River  never came off as a “strong woman” to me. The actress attempted to make her come off strong-willed and smart but she was only ever over-dramatic and annoying. I couldn’t connect with her. She was also a know-it-all, which I absolutely hate in almost any character. Although that was her whole character’s thing–knowing the Doctor’s future–it was not pulled off well, at least not in a way that made me like her. I also didn’t care for her romance with Eleven as it felt very forced and not at all natural. Overall, I sighed very hard whenever she appeared in an episode and I will be glad when she stops appearing on the show.

fab59890a76b9426a8e8b80555ad61bcRory Williams was the only character I liked from the Matt Smith era, even though he had his own faults. He was a very sweet, adorable character and had a fantastic growth from a insecure boyfriend to a strong adventurer who could roll with the punches. His faithfulness to Amy–who I will talk about in a moment–was endearing, but only to a degree. Overall, Rory was the one bright spot in these three seasons and is definitely one of my favorite companions. The only thing I didn’t like was his relationship with Amy.

Amy Pond. Wow. What an abusive woman. The show attempted to show her as a “strong independent woman” but that was not at all what she was. A strong woman does not need to whip-lash people with her tongue and this was a huge problem in these seasons. Amy put Rory down all the time–in fact, the few times she seemed to care even a little bit about him was when his life was in greater danger then usual. This was very off putting. Her “witty” comments were not at all funny but merely rude, unthoughtful remarks. I do not consider this an aspect of a strong woman. And sadly, I didn’t see any character development in the character throughout the seasons at all! This was disappointing.

tumblr_mjpd9wcRK41qksmhwo1_500I did not appreciate how verbal and emotional abuse was shown as normal and “funny” in Amy and Rory’s relationship. Amy did not want to do the work of building proper trust in their relationship, and insisted that Rory just “trust” her when he had doubts, WHICH IS NOT AT ALL HEALTHY. People. Please understand that this is not healthy. I know this from first hand experience. I come from a family that has suffered from verbal and emotional abuse and it is wrong and needs to be talked about more and it is not funny or healthy. What does a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship look like? LOOK NO FURTHER THAN AMY AND RORY’S RELATIONSHIP AS THAT IS THE PERFECT EXAMPLE. I plead all of you, both men and women, please learn from my own suffering from this abuse and do not be Amy in any of your relationships. And either sex, men or women, if you’re in a relationship with someone who is treating you like Amy–GET OUT. Now! They do not truly love you, what you see on the screen is not going to play out so great in real life. 

This is a serious problem and it made many of 5-7’s episodes very hard to enjoy when they were saturated with abuse. Sadly, I’ve never seen anyone else even have a problem with Amy’s behavior and that simply reinforces the fact that very few people are aware of what verbal and emotional abuse is or understand that this type of behavior is very dangerous and harmful. It makes me sad that so many girls see Amy as a positive role model.

Clara-D-doctor-who-32962678-933-1280There is one last character I should cover quickly and that is the current companion to The Doctor, Clara. As of right now, I still do not really care for Clara. She’s okay at best, but usually she comes off as overly confident, in a way that I can not relate to, and the actress annoys me. It’s also annoying that now, each new companion The Doctor meets is suddenly, unbelievably important to the entire ticking of the universe to some degree or another. To quote Syndrome from The Incredibles, “When everyone is super, no one will be.” Come on, writers of Doctor Who. This is getting old. What happened to just having ordinary relate-able companions go on adventures? Those are characters I can personally relate to best! (This is why Rose will forever be my favorite companion.)

Overall, because of unlikable characters, bad writing that led to the show trying too hard to be funny, and some very obvious rule changing to time travel that made me very mad, I found that I did not enjoy the Matt Smith era of Doctor Who. The show seemed to be caught up in have “smart” fast dialogue and overly complicated story arcs rather than delivering solid, likable, healthy characters and strong simple stories.

To round off my thoughts on Seasons 5-7, I will highlight the only episodes I manged to enjoy from the three seasons. There are only eight of them, and I will keep my thoughts brief.

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Doctor Who 2I liked Flesh and Stone a lot for the Weeping Angels. They’re cool. I liked Amy’s Choice as the plot was actually fascinating and enjoyable. Day of the Moon with the Silence was great; they instill some great terror. 🙂 And Rory was awesome in A Good Man Goes to War. Night Terrors was all around great; it had some fantastic horror elements and was a nice simple story. The God Complex reminded me of old horror films as well, as while I didn’t enjoy some of it, the first half was good. Hide, again, had the horror/scary element that I enjoy. Finally, The Crimson Horror I really enjoyed for the period setting and creepy element. And, yep, those are the few episodes I ended up enjoying to certain degrees.

Before wrapping this post up, I want to touch briefly on the fact that Doctor Who is back on the air! As most Doctor Who fans are aware, Doctor Who has finally returned to television this past Saturday with Season 8’s first episode, Deep Breath. I ended up enjoying it! Capaldi was great as The Doctor, although what his Doctor will be like is not completely clear as we’re still meeting him. So far I like this version; some gravity to the character seems to have returned and I hope that remains because that was sorely lacking from Eleven’s personality. I had some quibbles with a few things about the episode but nothing to warrant conversation as of now.

About time … Peter Capaldi as Doctor Who and Jenna Coleman as Clara.I look forward to the future season with hope! I’m really hoping the characters will be less annoying this time around, which should make watching the show more enjoyable. I really hope I can get back to loving DW again. I dislike disliking Doctor Who. 🙂 Here’s to a brighter chapter in the future of this science-fiction show! Please don’t disappoint me like that again.



Shameless Self-Promotion (Need Your Help)

free_texture_friday_541-1024x682_FotorrI don’t do a lot of self-promotion, so stick with me here, okay? Thank you in advance for simply reading.

Because I love the world of writing and don’t have a steady source of income, I’ve entered a couple of writing contests on Booktrack; the amazing platform where reading and audio come together. It can easily be a disaster, but with my work I try to keep the sound effects realistic and the music appropriate as I never want the audio track to distract or detract from the main point: the story. That’s what I’ve attempted to do in this latest contest hosted on Booktrack.

I don’t know that much about author Hugh Howey, but I know just from his first chapter in Half Way Home he’s a fantastic writer! Half Way Home’s opening “Abort” is very intriguing and very sci-fi! I was thrilled to hear about his contest where anyone can take one of the chapters from Half Way Home and add an audio track to be in to win up to $5,000 dollars! That’s a lot and that’s what I’d like to win. I’d even be happy being a finalists, as they win $1,000 dollars! Even though I do what I do because I love it, I have to admit I’d really love to be a winner here as the stakes are so high and the money could really help me out. And here’s where I need your help.

behind-the-scenes view of my work

I’ve done my part; I’ve listened to the extensive library of music, edited footsteps and breaking glass and the atmosphere and played with volume levels. I’ve finished my official cover for the chapter, too (up there, see, see! Isn’t it pretty?!) Now, what would really help me is:

A) Some feedback– are there too many sound effects, what did you find overly distracting from the story, the music doesn’t work in this part, ect–just any feedback at all. I have till the end of July to finish tinkering with my entry before the contest ends and the judges begin doing their thing. Any and all critiques would be appreciated before then so I know if I need to do any little (or large!) fix ups to my story.

B) Views. To be become a finalist, the contest states that the three entries with the most amount of views will become finalists. Two more will be picked by Booktrack to make a total of five. My chances of becoming a finalist go way up the more times my story is viewed by clicking the “read” button. If you all could do that even once that would be helpful.

Here is the link to my story below; it works best on web browsers Google Chrome and Opera (both of which I use for free and really like.) You can also simply go to Booktrack and type my username Jamie221b into their search bar. My three stories will come up, this one included!

My Version of Abort:!/bookshelf?booktrackId=99220c80cdcd4cdb8df77b29c57a5545


The Contest:!/landing/hugh-howey

And as a little bit more of an incentive for you: if I’m one of the finalists or the winner of the contest, I will be able to afford my DVD giveaway I’ve been planning on hosting here! The items I have sitting here are Seasons 5-7 of Doctor Who (seems to be everybody’s favorite!) and the first three Pirates of the Caribbean films, which everyone should see once! I’d love to be able to throw this giveaway, so the money would definitely make it a sure possibility!

While I would be very grateful if you could help me out with A) and B), I’m also not meaning to hold a gun to anyone’s head like “HELP ME NOW OR YOU’RE NOT A NICE PERSON.” You’re going to do what you’re going to do, so I’ll only be asking this once. 🙂 If you have any questions, please ask. Again, thank you for at least reading this and have great rest of your day!




Currently liking: that I got to go to the Phoenix Comic Con! Kayla and I went together and had lots of fun! We got pictures with cosplayers, got lost among tshirts and posters and so much merchandise and saw John Barrowman from a far, lol. It was so exciting to at last get to go to something so big for the people with nerd and geeky love. You can check out some of my pictures and their captions on my Instagram. 🙂

Currently listening: also watching–Doctor Who Season 7’s episode A Town Called Mercy. I’d like to plow through a disk by tonight if possible. I’m multitasking. 😛

Currently drinking: Shasta’s Kiwi Strawberry soda. There is something magical in that soda because it’s my new favorite.

Currently sitting: in the living room, on the love seat, across from the tv. I like this seat because I can rock back and forth.

Currently reading: lots and lots of kids books from the library, to Nathan. It’s THE BEST fun to find new books to read to him. It also makes me happy that he likes to hear me read. I’m still trying to get him excited about finding the books when we’re at the library, however, once at home he brings me the books to read aloud. It’s lots of fun!

Currently writing: it’s more like currently trying to avoid writing the last two parts of my top 100 favorite movies list. I’ve had lots of fun doing this but it’s been full of it’s own struggles.

Currently watching: Doctor Who Season 7, Parks and Recreation (really fun show, I recommend!) and a variety of movies.

Currently obsessed with: The Cornetto Trilogy. Edgar Wright and Simon Pegg write amazing films. And Nick Frost is awesome.

Currently tired: from all the walking on Friday at Comic Con and… tired of other things related to Doctor Who but I’m saving that with everything else for my post once I finish up Season 7.

Currently excited: that I got to go to Comic Con. I wasn’t even going to go originally because I didn’t have enough money from what I’ve been saving, but my mom offered to help me as a treat. I feel very blessed to have gotten to go and have the experience! I want to cosplay something next year if possible!

Currently scaring myself with: a very big Booktrack soundtrack competition right now. It’s kind of a big deal but I will have to talk about it another time. It’s just a little scary but you can’t do anything unless you try, so that’s what I’m doing.

Currently stuck in my head: nothing at the moment, thank heavens.

Currently wishing: well, hey, wait a minute, a wish has come true; COMIC CON WAS AWESOME!

Currently praying: for some rainstorms to come visit me. It’s already very hot and I am already tired of it. GO AWAY 108 DEGREE WEATHER. I DON’T LIKE YOU.


you can do so much with twenty six letters

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Abby over at Listless let me borrow her post idea ‘alphabiography’–thanks again!–and I had a ball coming up with something for each of the twenty six letters of the alphabet. My favorite letter? Elmeno.

And that joke is waaaay overused.


A// I’m {artsy} in that I like the craft of words… I’ve also had my hands in knitting, crocheting, sewing, latch hooking, and cross stitch. But I like words best.


B// Larry the Cucumber used to be my favorite but I think {Bob the Tomato} is my new homie–he’s what makes Larry so funny!

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C// My favorite avenger is {Captain America} with no regrets; second favorite is Iron Man.


D// Every single time a character says, “{Doctor? Doctor Who}” I always exclaim, “THEY DID THE THING.” Sometimes I think it annoys Kayla.


E// England. ‘Nuff said.

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F// I’ve really liked getting into {fantasy} this year for both writing and films. You can make anything happen…


G// I really like gum and I think it’s because I couldn’t have it for so long when I had my palat expander and braces and all those other things that I wore to make my teeth so straight.


H// I found my dream {house}. You will not convince me otherwise.


I// I’ve been eating a lot of {ice cream} recently. I think it’s because it’s been so hot.


J// One of the first books that has remained a favorite for more then a year is The Strange Case of Dr {Jekyll} and Mr Hyde. It’s still one of my favorites.


K// I’ve been building a very small collection (about four) of old fashioned {keys} since I was very little and it’s one of the coolest things to know I loved stuff like that even then.

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L// Imagine my surprise while watching The {Lorax} to hear Andy Bernard’s voice from The Office come out the mouth of The Once-Ler. You go, Ed Helms, I’m now addicted to listening to you singing “How Bad Can I Be?” I have to admit I like you best as Andy though.


M// “{Mummy}. Where are you {Mummy}? Have you seen my {Mummy}? {Muuummy}.” I actually missed an opportunity to use this Doctor Who quote when at some friends’ house and I miss-dialed my mom’s number. I will never forgive myself.


N// I really really wish my {nails} would last more then 16 hours after I’ve painted them; it gets frustrating. If they did, I would invest more time in doing designs…

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O// I really really miss watching {The Office}; I need to go ahead and watch Season Eight on Netflix I guess. And I need to finish that Dwight post while I’m thinking of it.








P// I want a little {puppy}. Now.

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Q// One of my most favorite {quotes} is le picture below:


R// My most recent role model from entertainment is dear, dear {Rose} Tyler. I will never be as sweet as she is. *sob* And her accent is the most adorable thing.


S// My first superhero was Captain America but, really, it was technically Larry Boy, who was a spoof off of Batman… so now I don’t know what to think.


T// I’ve yet to loose interest in all things {Tim} Burton, so I’m starting to think it’s not really a stage at all. If it is just a stage of my life, it feels like a very long one. And I like it. 🙂


U// Crime shows are awesome because they often remind me of how {unique} every single person in existence is; every ear, every fingerprint, even every lipstick impression is different!

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V// We Heart It made me notice how cute {Volkswagens} are. I still want a big black truck but at least I now really appreciate how awesome these little things are.


W// Although Sherlock Holmes is my ultimate favorite character and I love him to death, I would marry John {Watson} in a heart beat because I connect with him in many ways; we’re both writers (or bloggers), we both are sidekicks to someone instead of having our own sidekick, and while not always sharp to details we’re very loyal to the few close friends we have. I feel very connected to John.


X// What the heck do I use for X? Oh, I know; there is a character in my friend Rebekah’s freshly published novel ‘Grandmother’s Letters’ who’s name is {Xavier}. He’s a very troubled young man; I personally like his cousin more, but his name does not start with X.  Speaking of  ‘Grandmother’s Letters’, I can’t wait to buy it at the homeschool convention and finish reading it in book form!


Y// Has {YOLO} gone out of fashion yet? pleasepleasepleaseplease say yes….


Z// I really really really can’t wait to find my favorite {zombie} movie on DVD! I will buy and watch it a million times and put it next to my pillow at night…


PS What do you think of the new design? It’s been about six months since the last time I changed it and I do like switching things around every once and while. So far, this is my favorite one by far. 🙂


Summer Bucket List


So, I did a summer bucket list last year and I thought I might as well make one for this summer, too. I don’t know if I’ll feel like getting around to some of them (or if I’ll have guts to do one or two of them aka cutting my hair short) but it looks cool in a list. Like I’m going to be productive or something. And me thinks that’s a good first step.

Summer Bucket List

Pirates of the Caribbean marathon because it’s a pirate’s life for me.

Cut my hair short (Claudia Donovan style or Natasha Romanoff style; there’s almost no difference.)

Try to work more on Forever Fairy because its my story and The Doctor’s story.

Read more HG Wells or Jules Verne.

Star Wars marathon with family.

Slowly redo my wardrobe via Goodwill/Savers/thrift stores.

Have a water fight with my little brother for memories.

Continue to learn new piano pieces (mental note to learn Davy Jones’ music box melody.)

Begin Downton Abbey because it’s about time I see what it’s all about.


Decide whether I should attempt Camp NaNo again in July or wait for November ( and if I work in July, to attempt to finish a 30,000 word challenge.)

Skype with one of my internet besties because I really need to talk to someone, anyone!, soon.

Watch Dr Who; nuff said.

Sweat off a couple pounds in our blasted heat.

Blog faithfully here and elsewhere; also comment faithfully.

Attempt to get through my dark movies/Tim Burton/Johnny Depp stage and figure out if it really is just a stage or if I really do like darker, quirky, weird movies that happen to have Depp in them.

Read a ‘random’ new book off the mystery shelf from the library because that’s an exciting idea.

Continue going through some self discovery and come to grips with a few things.

Learn to talk more like Captain Jack Sparrow because it’s a pirate’s life for me, yo ho.

Okay, well, this looks very productive. I can’t wait to see what I actually accomplish. I need to remember to copy and paste this to a sticky note for my computer desktop, so I don’t forget it! 😛