Three Years Steady


large (66)I didn’t realize until a few days ago that I was coming up on my third Blogoversary! And here it is, today! Since beginning this site, my blog has been viewed 130,333 times, I’ve posted 714 posts, have gained 164 followers, been liked over 500 times and the comment total is over 5,000! Wow! Thanks a million, guys!

I have had the best time writing on this place and I’ve met so many wonderful people through it! Although my blog has gone from a fan’s site to more personal and mature notes, many of you have stuck with me! I’m glad I’ve felt the freedom to let my blog content change as I change and mature. I want to really thank every one of you who voluntarily followed my blog. I’m so pleased that none of you are the product of giveaways or such, which I think is fine for some people, but I like knowing my followers decided to follow my blog for what they read and saw, not for something they wanted to get–you know what I mean. That makes me very happy.

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However, I am thinking about hosting a giveaway when I hit a certain amount of followers in the future! That will probably be a long ways off, but I am considering it as just a thank you/celebration tool. :) On that note: As we go into the new year, I’ll be revamping several of my pages, probably my sidebar, and will give my About page a rewrite (kind of like I plan to completely rearrange my room; look out, Instagram followers! ;) ) I love the theme I’m using right now, so it is unlikely that that will change. I also asked you all a while back about what you would think if I changed the name of my blog, and you helped me decide on keeping my original title, Through Two Blue Eyes. I did, however, change the tagline, which I think was a good decision.

My blog has been a fantastic place for me to share things I like, share things I’ve learned, document my growth towards maturity and the evolution of my writing style and voice. I’ve fangirled, I’ve shared deep thoughts, I’ve learned to open up about my struggles, I’ve talked out my troubles in a therapeutic fashion, I’ve rambled and fangirled some more. I’m pleased to say I’ve always been able to be the real me on my blog, even when I didn’t feel like I could be the real me in real life. While I’ve been afraid of sharing different opinions in the past, I’ve learned through my blog to get over fear in small steps. And you, my blog followers and dear friends have become such a reliable source of love and support, especially when I need you the most.

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Starting and keeping up my blog is probably one of the best things I’ve ever done and I don’t regret it! So, happy Blogoversary to me!

Also, on a small side note, today marks the day that I saw Star Wars: A New Hope for the first time and my precious fandom days really began. Although Star Wars is no longer my ultimate, big fandom like it was, it is still extremely dear to my heart because it was the gate way for the rest of my fandom loves, so I feel quite indebted to it. :) I’m a Star Wars lover forever.

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It’s New Years Eve; everyone is posting their resolutions and plans for the new year. Here I am being sentimental, which I think is perfectly acceptable right now. I’ll have to share my plans for 2014 later. I hope you all have a great evening tonight–and I’ll see you next year!

That. was incredibly. cheesy. ….

~Jamie

Why I Won’t Be Doing NaNoWriMo


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I made the decision last night to not participate in Nation Novel Writing Month–or NaNoWriMo as it’s best known as. I’ve completed the challenge twice in a row and I was hoping to attempting the yearly challenge again this year but a lot of circumstances have recently cropped up and I’ve realized it’s not meant to be this year. For several reasons.

Firstly, I’ve just not been able to come up with any inspiration or oomph for a new novel. I have a plot idea but it’s stayed just that-an idea. I’ve not been able to make it come alive or get myself excited about it. It’s not working for me and I have literally nothing else new or fresh to use instead.

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Secondly, I’m getting my wisdom teeth–all four!– out next week: in the first week of November, which is usually the week that I do a lot of writing and get way ahead of my word goal in case problems later in the month. I’ll instead be recovering from surgery during that time! (And those teeth need to get taken out soon too. The dentist says my two bottom teeth have been growing sideways into my middle molars for quite some time and those molars are basically getting crushed–it’s complicated but I saw the x-rays and it’s crazy as heck. It is a wonder that I have experienced no pain!) (Prayers would be appreciated that it all goes well next week, too, by the way.)

Thirdly, my mom’s schedule just got crazy busy–which is a great thing–and I’m number one sitter around here for my brother. I can’t really watch, play, and help him with school crafts and things when I’m trying to loose myself into a different world so I can write! Those two things mixed together would be impossible, especially combining with the facts I stated above where I have no inspiration in the first place.

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I realized last night that I just shouldn’t attempt NaNo this year. And although I was sad at the idea, I did feel some pressure rise of my shoulders and suddenly other things were more available to me.

While I won’t be writing, I want to keep up with everyone’s progress (for those who are doing it!) and if anyone needs cheering on, you can email me or message me on NaNo and I’ll be still there to cheer you guys on! (I’m sure I’ll message some of you guys on my own too because I love being a cheerleader.)

I’d also like to try to keep up with my blog and I’ll have an easier time doing that if my writing energy isn’t being pulled in different directions. And besides, I’ve done other things with my fictional writing already; I’ve entered two contests the past month and won 100 dollars from the one, which to me completely makes up for missing NaNo this year. So there you have it.

Who’s still doing it this year? If I don’t follow you already I would love to! :)

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~Jamie

 

A New Name (?)


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I’ve been thinking about maybe changing my blog name–I’d keep the address the same because this blog will always be about how I personally see things from my perspective. But this December will mark my third year running this little place. I know a lot of people routinely change their blog names around but my blog title has remained the same for quite some time. While I don’t know what I would change the title too right now, I’ve been kicking around the idea for fun. It would maybe be something catchy or eye-grabbing or just unusual maybe.

What do any of you think on any of this? Does it bother you when bloggers change their blog names, have you done it with your own blog and would you have any thoughts on a new name for my blog? Since you are readers and therefore have a different viewpoint then I do, what would you come up to both call it and/or describe it in a tag line? I’d appreciate any feedback!

~Jamie

I’ve Been Keeping a Tiny Secret


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Today I got my state ID. It’s been important that I get an ID of some kind because I’m going to Washington State for a week and I need some form of ID for the plane! I’ll be leaving in about a week to spend a few days with my grandparents by myself and I’m very excited!

I’ve been wanting to go up to Washington for a long time, and was quite envious when my sister got to go up for month and I had to stay home. However, Grandpa invited me up and I can’t wait for my week of vacation with them! I’ve been planning this particular trip for over a month or so but I didn’t know if I would tell you all about it before hand or just bombshell it on you once I got there with pictures to prove it. But I’m feeling excited about my ID and I thought I’d mention it now so I could start tweeting about it. LOL.

I’m a little nervous about the airport; I’ve flown before and I actually am not concerned about plane crashes or terrorist take overs or anything happening in the air–which I thought I would be (thanks, Scary-Airplane-Episode-From-Supernatural.) I’m more nervous getting through security just because it’s so intimidating and I’ll be by myself. However, I’m trying hard not to dwell on it and I’m sure I’ll get through just fine.

I’ll try to take some pictures and I’ll still be able to keep up with everyone’s blogs while I’m there, so don’t expect me to disappear. I’m looking forward to blogging about the trip while I’m there! :)

Adventure awaits!

~Jamie

Go Check Out “Lend Your Name Giveaway”


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I have only a few minutes to mention this quickly before I continue studying my drivers manual.

My new writing friend Rebecca is having a creative giveaway at her blog that I think you should check out! It’s called, “Lend Your Name Giveaway” where you literally answer four questions with your name to create a character that could be used in her next book! I entered, of course, but I wanted to share it as well because it’s so unique! Go check it out!

~Jamie

I kinda disappeared there, didn’t I?


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So, I first want to say thank you to everyone of you who left a comment for me on my last post. You were all very encouraging and I really appreciate the time some of you put in to typing all those long comments. :) Since Christmas week, I and my family have been battling horrible colds and I am finally recovering from mine. This means that I basically have not see anyone outside of family for several weeks so I still haven’t gotten to be around a large group of friends and actually practice not holding back anymore but hopefully this Sunday I’ll have a chance to step out of my comfort zone more…. I seriously need to do this soon.

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News of importance, I saw the first season of Sherlock! I’m working on a post about but to just share some brief thoughts now: I. FREAKING. FLIPPING. LOVE. THIS. SHOW. I am desperately waiting for the second season to be found at the library and put on my card so I (and the rest of the family) can watch the next three episodes.

(Yes, I do know there is a inappropriate scene in the first episode of the second seaon, about six different friends have warned me of it. I’m saying this now so you all don’t repeat yourselves in the comment section. We shall have the fast forward button ready, I assure you.)

I am dying to continue watching this show. Benedict Cumberbatch as Sherlock Holmes is SPOT. ON. PERFECT. He is amazing; he rivals Basil Rathbone’s version even with the large differences like being a modern version. But seriously, Benedict’s Sherlock is perfect. I love him to death. Martin Freeman as John is also perfect casting. He compliments Benedict’s Sherlock so well and they make the perfect Holmes and Watson team.  The end scene of the first episode with them walking off the crime scene together in slow-mo with the theme song triumphantly playing left me with the hugest grin possible–it was so perfect (see gif above).

O.M.G IT’S ALL JUST SO PERFECT AND I AM FREAKING HEAD-OVER-HEELS BACK IN LOVE WITH SHERLOCK, I HAVEN’T FELT THESE BUTTERFLIES SINCE I WAS ABOUT FOURTEEN YEARS OLD AND IN LOVE WITH BASIL RATHBONE’S VERSION IT IS THE MOST INCREDIBLE FEELING EVER AND IT’S ALL EVEN MORE DEEP BECAUSE I’VE READ SO MANY OF THE STORIES THIS PAST YEAR AND I’M JUST REALIZED THIS LOOKS LIKE I’M SCREAMING AND THAT’S RATHER INAPPROPRIATE EVEN THOUGH INWARDLY I AM SCREAM AND I SHOULD BE DOING THIS ON THAT OTHER POST SO I WILL STOP NOW.

*clears throat*

Let’s move to something that won’t make me spaz out quite like that, it’s a bit much, I think.

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Well…. actually, considering I’ve been sick and stuck in the house for a couple weeks, there doesn’t feel like much to talk about in a post like this. I haven’t done much, I haven’t even written a thing for my NaNo book, but that’s okay because the plot took a turn I wasn’t expecting so I’ve been needing to take a break and just think it all over for a while. It’s been a good break.

Before I close, I would like to ask for your prayers for my family’s sanity this up-coming week and future months. I will hopefully be able to share more details with you later if my mom permits but for now if you could just pray that peace will come over my home especially for the upcoming few days I would be very grateful.

Until I get around to finishing those other posts, I bid you all a good weekend! God bless and may the Force be with you! :P

~Jamie

I was a fan of Star Wars before Disney bought it


A reliable source brought to my attention that last Friday George Lucas sold Lucasfilms to Disney. And they are planning on releasing Star Wars Episode 7 in 2015!

I’m honestly speechless about this. And am absolutely horrified of what could be in store for one of my favorite fandoms.

Memes are the only way I’m able to express my feelings accurately….

MY MIND IS IN PANIC MODE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION BUT I’M INWARDLY DYING RIGHT NOW THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING I THINK.

~Jamie